I think the major theme of it was building.
Building my little family because it’s the decade where I met and married my husband, had my precious daughter and planted roots in the community that would become our home.
And building, too, because 2010 was the year I started grad school to become a therapist.
Looking back at who I was when I entered grad school, I’m reminded of the so-called Rumsfeld matrix that organizes what is known and unknown to individuals (and organizations) into a four-quadrant matrix.
Effectively, you don’t know what you don’t know, you don’t know what you know, you know what you know, and you know what you don’t know.
I remember arriving at my graduate school’s Fall intensive experience (held at the beautiful IONS center in Petaluma, CA) admittedly a little bit naive and holding the mindset of “put me in coach, I’m READY!”
I was jumping at the bit to be a therapist and thought I was totally ready to do so.
I thought I was ready because I had lived at Esalen for three years by that point and was, I thought, well-steeped and well-practiced in psychology, process, facilitation, and personal work.
And part of that was true: Esalen was a sort of “pre-grad school” grad school for me.
But still, it’s safe to say that when I started grad school, I was still mostly in the “you don’t know what you don’t know” quadrant of the matrix despite all that amazing lived-out experience.
Learning not only the psychological theories, interventions, tools, and nuances of my craft was a practical vertical learning curve through grad school, traineeship, and my many clinical internships.
But also doing my own personal work to become a more grounded, more compassionate, more present, more empathetic and more effective helper was another learning curve on its own that took the remainder of the decade (and that will last a lifetime still).
These last ten years have been humbling in terms of all that I’ve learned and unlearned, how much I’ve been forced to grow as a person and as a clinician, and humbling, too, because even with over 10,000 hours of clinical work under my belt now, there’s still so much to learn and master in my field.
Still, though, despite how much there is yet to master, I’ve certainly learned a fair bit in ten years.
And today I want to share with you twenty highlights of key insights I’ve learned in a decade of doing this work.
It’s a love letter to what I understand in the “you know what you know” quadrant, all the while knowing that, in this work of becoming a masterful therapist, I still often stand in the “you know what you don’t know quadrant.”
I look forward to sharing with you what I know now, and what I may come to know further down the road.
For now, Happy New Year!
20 Things I’ve Learned In 10 Years As A Therapist
1) No matter where you’re starting from, change is possible.
I consider this the unofficial tagline of my business because I believe in this so strongly. You can come from the most traumatic, chaotic, neglectful and unsupportive background, you can have devastating experiences happen to you and you can accumulate decades of grief and defenses, and, it is still possible to face, address, grieve, and transform those hurts and wounds to move forward and create a life that feels more stable, more connected, and more enlivened. We humans are remarkably resilient, resourceful, and graced with neuroplasticity – meaning our literal neural structures can change up until the day we die. Take comfort from this if you’re feeling stuck. There is always the possibility of change.
2) It’s not all our parents’ fault AND our early influences and past experiences can still impact us greatly in the present.
Therapists and my field in general sometimes get a bad rap with folks assuming that, in therapy, we’re just going to make them talk about their parents so we can blame it all on them. That’s not entirely true. Everything is not your parents’ fault and yet it is important for a therapist to know and understand your early childhood experiences because that’s where we all tend to form our attachment patterns and many life and relational introjects. Your parents and early childhood experiences were (and possibly are) a strong influence on you, but the goal here isn’t to blame your early caregivers; it’s to understand how they impacted you so we can help you make better and different choices moving forward if that’s called for.
3) Most parents are truly doing their best. However, “best” is highly subjective and it may still unintentionally harm a child.
Nothing has humbled me more and given me a wider window into my clinical work more so than becoming a parent myself. This parenting stuff can be HARD. And my lived out experiences in conjunction with what I’ve seen clinically over the years really has instilled me with a faith that most parents (aside from rare and more extreme circumstances) are truly doing their best and love their kids in their own ways. However, “best” is highly subjective. What may look like the “best” a parent can offer may, in fact, be unintentionally hurtful and still negatively impact a child deeply. Both things can be true.
4) Trauma is subjective and trauma can be relational in nature.
I didn’t know of the terms developmental trauma, complex trauma, or relational trauma before entering grad school. Like most people, I assumed that trauma was something that could be more easily pinpointed – the 9/11 attacks, a plane crash, a rape. What I now know is that trauma can be a single event or a set of ongoing conditions that overwhelm an individual’s ability to deal with the stress. In this way, trauma is subjective so what may be traumatic to one person might not be traumatic to another and, importantly, this widened definition means, too, that trauma can happen inside relationships over time. Being raised by a depressive, withdrawn, avoidant and unaffectionate parent may be traumatic to someone. So might being parented by an alcoholic who seemed like Dr. Jekyll one moment and Mr. Hyde the next. It’s common for many people to dismiss their early childhood experiences as not being traumatic if they hold the mindset of only single, tangible events “counting” as traumas. It’s important, I think, for all of us to hold a wider lens on what trauma really is so we can honor our experiences and our potential suffering and receive the right kind of support we need.
5) Trauma can be inter-generational.
Trauma and trauma responses can be passed down the family line(s), one person’s maladaptive trauma responses influencing another (often unconsciously) until one member of the family is willing to face the past, get curious, and do the deep healing work required to halt the perpetuation of the trauma cycle. Don’t underestimate how important doing your own personal healing work is. It can change the course of your family lines for generations to come.
6) It’s actually not the trauma itself that becomes the issue.
This is another key thing I learned in my work: it’s not that the traumatic experiences themselves that lead to negative outcomes; it’s the lack of metabolizing and integrating the traumatic experiences that can then lead to problems down the road. An individual – be they an adult or child – who is properly supported in feeling their feelings, making meaning of their experience, and processing and psychologically and physiologically metabolizing the trauma can move forward despite the trauma in constructive, adaptive ways. When this supportive processing and integration doesn’t happen, however, we are more prone to see the longlasting negative impact of traumatic experiences.
7) All of our behaviors, no matter how destructive they seem, were (and are) meant to support us.
Please hear me: you come by your behaviors – even and especially the ones that you feel ashamed and frustrated by – honestly. Those behaviors were, once upon a time, likely once an appropriate response and probably a very clever and strategic way of taking care of yourself when you couldn’t get your needs met in other ways. It’s just that now those same behaviors may not be working so well. And that’s okay. We can now do the work in therapy to help you identify and cultivate more choices and resources to help you manage your experience differently now.
8) Relationships can wound, and they can also heal.
Dovetailing with point number three, while relationships can be a great source of pain, relationships of the right kind and quality can also heal. What is the kind of relationship that heals? Likely one in which there is safety, positive regard, acceptance, attunement, patience, and care for the person. Given the right kind of relational conditions, we will, I truly believe, grow and thrive and intuitively move towards psychological health and resilience.
9) It’s not the quantity of contact that counts; it’s the quality of contact that counts.
It’s not the quantity of contact that counts; it’s the quality of contact that counts. One thing I appreciate so much as a working mom is a key point that I understand from my trauma studies: the quality of relational contact you bring to someone matters more than the quantity of contact. You can spend all day in the house with a child and objectively “be there” with your body in the same space. But if you’re withdrawn and not engaging with the child, if you’re not demonstrating warmth and affection, if you’re four glasses of wine into the bottle, then the quality of your presence likely isn’t high. However, if when you come home from work after being apart from your child for eight hours, despite being tired you do your best to attune to your child, to be affectionate, warm, and playful, then you’re providing a good quality of contact even if the quantity wasn’t as high as you would have liked that day. Remember – especially all of you working parents prone to guilt out there – it’s the quality of contact, not the quantity that counts.
10) We’re all hard-wired for connection and contact. And also, if relationships were easy, my whole field wouldn’t exist.
“But, Annie,” I often get asked/told, “shouldn’t this be easy for me? Why is getting along with my husband/mom/sister/boss so hard?” “Because,” I often say, “if relationships were easy my entire field wouldn’t exist.” It’s a playful answer, I know, but I don’t mean it flippantly. The very tricky thing for all us is that, from the time we’re born, we’re driven to connect with others. But also, connecting with others (for a multitude of reasons) can be really challenging! Between our own patterns/preferences/needs/wants/unconscious trauma responses and those of another person, conflicts can happen, relational misses can occur, feelings can get hurt, and our desire to feel connected can go thwarted. It may not happen all of the time, but it likely happens enough of the time to keep most therapists I know booked and busy and people asking that question again and again, “Why is this relationship so hard?” Again, relationships are deeply meaningful and fulfilling but that doesn’t necessarily mean that they’re easy.
11) Long-term romantic relationships take WORK.
If anyone ever tells you that long-term romantic relationships “should” be easy and that if it’s hard it means you’re not with the right person, I want you to take this with a GIANT grain of salt. Everyone I’ve ever met who has been in a long-term relationship (I’m talking over 7-10 years) has said that their relationship can feel challenging at times, that it takes work and patience and forgiveness and a constant kind of re-choosing of one another daily, weekly, etc.. See point number 10 and then add into this dual careers, commutes, kids, chronic sleep deprivation from said kids, bills, student loans, urban housing costs, in-laws, aging bodies, waning libidos, etc.. Please do not berate yourself if long-term romantic relationship sometimes (or often) feels hard, lonely, isolating, and like a grind. I’m not saying this means that you have to stay in your relationship (I think a successful marriage can be one that ends just as much as one that endures!) nor am I saying that the challenges of your relationship are fixed and can’t be worked through, but I do think that we need to have a more normalized view of how hard most long-term relationships feel some (or a lot) of the time. I think we would all feel a lot less lonely if we talked about this more.
12) The way we do one thing is often the way we do many things.
I think that there are clues contained in how we eat, how we travel, how we spend our money and/or how we approach working out. As seemingly innocuous as these content areas may be, they often contain clues and information about our patterns of moving through the world which likely extend to other areas of your life. For example: binge eating, binge traveling, and playing hard/working hard patterning may reflect back to you a larger pattern of pushing, overdoing, and extremism that you need and want to pay attention to. If you want to be curious about psychological patterns in your life, start paying attention to your relationship to different content areas of your life. It may be illuminating.=
13) The goal is to expand our containers and to increase our capacities.
I know you know this but it bears repeating: we’re not going to eliminate life’s problems and challenges. That’s baked into our human experience. So the goal in therapy isn’t to make all the problems in your life go away. The goal in therapy is to help you expand your capacity and proverbial “emotional container” to handle more and more of life’s inherent challenges.
14) One of the keys to a more enlivened life is learning how to feel your feelings and use them for the information they contain.
Some of us have come to believe – thanks to messaging from families-of-origin, the media, the Patriarchy, and the communities around us – that feelings like anger, jealousy, despair are “bad” and that we should “just have a positive mindset.” I truly believe that all feelings are important and that they contain good information for us. Moreover, when we help ourselves learn to feel emotions in our bodies, we support ourselves to not only live a more enlivened life but to take the information that our emotions contain and to make informed, self-supporting decisions from them. This is a skill and it can be learned.
15) Boundaries are foundational to healing and to living a well-lived life.
Boundaries are the protective, unseen, force fields of our lives. They are physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, and even financial in nature. They flex and change moment to moment, situation to situation, and person to person. Our personal boundaries are meant to keep us safe, whole, and physically and psychologically healthy. Because of this, learning what your individual boundaries are and learning how to assert them is one of the most foundational and self-supporting things you can do for yourself in your personal work.
16) Estrangement and disownment from family-of-origin is far more common than you might imagine.
And certainly more so than society often talks about. So often, folks going through estrangements and disownments with their family-of-origin or in-laws feel isolated and alone in their experience. We live in a world that is very much pro-family and that expects you to have close, connected, and loyal family relationships no matter what. But what if your family or a family member is dysfunctional, abusive, or not safe to be around? Then what? It’s common to feel “other” when and if you choose to estrange yourself from someone or when you yourself have been estranged. But what I will tell you from a decade of doing this work is that estrangement, disownment, and emotional and physical cut-offs from family-of-origin and in-laws are far more common than you might realize. So if you feel alone in your experience right now, I assure you, you’re most definitely not.
17) You can forgive someone and you can still elect not to have them in your life.
I personally don’t believe that you ever “have to” forgive someone. But it’s also important to say that when and if you do by your own choice arrive at forgiving someone who has hurt you in your past, you still do not have to let them into your life. You can forgive someone and keep them out of your life. It’s not either/or, it’s both/and.
18) We can’t talk about improving our mental health without talking about soul.
This aspect of mental health – nourishing our soul and filling our lives with meaning, purpose, and fulfillment – is not something that the DSM (the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders – the bedrock clinical textbook of my field) takes into account when someone shows up in therapy looking for support with anxiety management, depression, or bulimia and we have to create a treatment plan for them. But I truly believe that we have to talk about the soul and tend to it just as much as we might make a plan to manage symptoms and reduce maladaptive behaviors in order to support someone’s well-being. We’re living in a time where suicide rates and deaths by chemical use and substance abuse continue to rise and where gun violence and mass shootings are so common that it’s become alarmingly normalized. None of this is normal. These deaths of despair are reflective, in part, of the soul-sickness of our country. Our world. At the risk of sounding “fringe”, I think we need to invite the abstract but critical conversation of soul into our dialogue about mental health one-on-one in the therapy room and in larger, social conversations.
19) Everything can look great on paper, and you can still feel unhappy.
You can have the great tech job, the multi six-figure salary, be married to someone with a similar pedigree, have the two kids you always imagined you’d have, that cabin in Tahoe, and those season tickets to The Warriors AND you can still feel hollow, numb, and depressed. Just because something looks right doesn’t mean it’s right for you and privilege doesn’t preclude suffering. To acknowledge that you’re struggling while everything “looks good” doesn’t make you a bad or ungrateful person, it makes you a person who needs support.
20) Doing your own personal work is both a privilege and also an act of social justice and an investment in the world.
So often over this last decade I’ve heard, time and time again, that people feel guilty for seeking out or being in therapy when “others have it so much worse.” They hold a mindset of, “Who am I to complain when my life is so comfortable in so many ways?” To the point above, suffering and being privileged are not mutually exclusive. Look, the folks who work with me or with the therapists at my center don’t have bombs falling on their heads, don’t live with the threat of ISIS or the Taliban, and can provide food and shelter for their kids. These are privileges and we are privileged, relative to most of the world, to be able to even seek out (or in my case, conduct) therapy in the first place. And just because we are privileged doesn’t diminish our suffering. I actually think that because we are privileged we have an obligation to do our own personal work, to heal our traumas and maladaptive beliefs and behaviors so that we can use our privileged positions to help and strengthen others, cease any intergenerational trauma that may be traveling down our lines, empower our communities, and even improve larger social circumstances. The more we can move through the world in functional, compassionate, kind, and psychologically healthy ways, the more chance we have to positively impact others and circumstances. From this perspective, doing your own personal work is a privilege, yes, but it also an act of social justice and an act of investing in our world.
I hope that this post felt helpful, comforting, thought-provoking or just plain old normalizing for you to read.
Please know, though, that this list is not exhaustive.
It’s not reflective of everything I’ve learned as a therapist (the nearly 100 original blog articles on this site barely scratch the surface of all that I’ve learned!) and I’m sure as soon as I click publish I’ll remember more points I wanted to share.
So I’ll keep doing this work, reflecting on what I’ve learned, and putting it in these posts for you, wherever you are so we can grow alongside each other in the 2020’s. Sound good?
Now I’d love to hear from you in the comments below: What did this post bring up for you? Which of these 20 points did you most need to hear about today? What speaks to you the most of what I shared. Please leave me a message in the comments below. I’d love to hear from you.
And Happy New Year!
If you would personally like support around this and you live in California or Florida, please feel free to reach out to me directly to explore therapy together.
Or if you live outside of these states, please consider enrolling in the waitlist for the Relational Trauma Recovery School – or my signature online course, Hard Families, Good Boundaries, designed to support you in healing your adverse early beginnings and create a beautiful adulthood for yourself, no matter where you started out in life.
And until next time, please take very good care of yourself. You’re so worth it.
This is brilliant, as usual! I am extremely happy that you understand and promote the importance of ‘soul’ and a sense of meaning. I agree that this is an essential aspect of health. My other thought as I read your wise and learned words and teachings is that so few could benefit from your skills and expertise can afford to do so. I live in Canada and unless a person has a diagnosed serious mental illness, the cost of therapy is not covered.
I’m so grateful for your feedback and how you particularly appreciate how I include tending to the soul as important for our overall mental health.
And I completely agree with you that, very unfortunately, mental health services remain quite inaccessible for many people (cost, location, few providers) etc.. I’m going to be launching online-based services to help extend my reach and to provide more support to folks living all over the world later this year. May I keep you on my mailing list to be informed about that?
I don’t always comment (in fact I never have), but I do always read and look forward to your articles. I find them to be insightful, real, and comforting. Somehow seeing the words organized and written on the page, similar to a few thoughts that have been swimming in my head, brings me a sense of relief and clarity that, ah, there is another person who sees and reflects on similar things. I am not a therapist – I work with clients within the legal section of the child welfare system – and I agree there is always capacity for all of us for change and hope. Thanks Annie for writing and posting. Happy New Year 2020.
Thanks Annie for this insightful post. I particularly found #17 helpful (You can forgive someone and you can still elect not to have them in your life)
Unfortunately when these “someones” are family I find the boundaries harder to maintain as the holidays, birthdays etc inevitably come up every year. A phone call and small gift is usually what I do.
I TOTALLY get it. Distancing or even estranging yourself from family members (while still having forgiveness towards them) is a very complex subject and there are many times in the year, I find too, that trigger the complexity of the situation and emotions around this: birthdays, family-centric holidays, anniversaries, weddings, funerals, etc.. I’m going to be sharing a resource about how to navigate and manage this well later in the year – may I keep you on my mailing list to learn about this?
Thank you so much for your kind words and feedback. I’m touched that you took the time to comment particularly if you don’t usually. And I’m so glad that my words feel real and comforting – without me ever having articulated that to myself, that’s actually just what I’m hoping to do.
I want to say thank you to you, Joan, for your work in the child welfare system. I believe with every cell of my body that people who work to improve the lives of young children are heroes so thank you for doing this.
I’m so glad to be in touch with you.
Thank you for this. I started working as a therapist in 2010 finishing my internship. What you have listed here is spot on. It would take multiple books to list everything I’ve learned in the last ten years.
I know! I think sometimes – how can I ever articulate only 20 or 10 or even 99 things I’ve learned as a therapist in any of these posts?! I’m sure there are books inside of each of us therapists and I hope I will see yours out in the world someday.
Your 20 Points are so insightful, such worthwhile reading/contemplating! What so resonates for me is that you don’t grow by avoiding feelings or by languishing in denial. I commend you for seeing the nuance in all relationships/communications. Yes, you can feel more than one way about a situation/person and differently at different times!
Thank you for this worthwhile post for starting the new year/decade! I’m going to print it and hang on my bulletin board.
As always, I’m so touched by your feedback and for your kind words of support.
Life and its attendant relationships is just so complex and nuanced! The older I get, the more I’m unlearning and re-learning and I hope to always be able to use this blog and my writing as a form of process and sharing around that.
Happy New Year to you!
Claire Woolley on
Thank you Annie for your generous sharing of these learnings. Wonderful reading and good food for thought, as always.
Claire, thank you so much for your kind words of feedback! I love that my words might be considered food for thought and, hopefully, nourishment for the soul, too.
Happy New Year to you!
most of these were very helpful. I don’t agree with #’s 2 and 3, in my case at least (and I know of many others in my support group who have similar experiences, so I don’t think it’s as rare as you think) . Many parents really don’t do their best. I don’ t know. Maybe all those people in the support group are still in the minority overall, but there are more parents doing horrific things on a constant basis to their children on purpose for their own gratification. They are not doing their best. And I do blame them. Does this make me a bad person for blaming them ? I think they should be punished. Does this make me a bad person? I just wondered if you think #’s 2 and 3 are always true.
Gosh, you know, I really struggle with how to answer the question you posed.
I’m reminded of something that happened in my EMDR training this past Fall: A fellow clinician who was training with me presented a case of an anonymous client who, when she was a little girl and accidentally broke her sister’s toy, was severely beaten (almost to death) by her father.
I remember being nauseous and enraged while my colleague was presenting this case, tears filling my eyes and the hot heat of anger flooding my body as I reflected on what kind of person could do that to a child.
After the presentation was over, I turned towards my deskmate and said, “All through that I felt sick and I can’t believe what some people do to children.” And my seatmate said, “All through that I was thinking, ‘What happened to that father in his own childhood and upbringing that would have made him respond that way?”
I was stunned. She had been able to access a level of compassion and empathy that wasn’t available to me in that moment and she was right in a way: That father, as heinous as his actions were, was likely doing the only thing he knew how to do based on how he was raised (and mostly likely, his upbringing was traumatic).
I share this with you, not to excuse the behavior of this father or of any parent who hurts their child, but to contextualize what I think about the points I listed.
Are all parents doing their best and trying to show love to their children? Tragically, no.
But when parents hurt their children – emotionally, physically, verbally – at some level are they still trying to do their best given their limited capacities and what they know how to do? Maybe.
This is so hard for me as a therapist and as a new mom to think about. I would walk through Hell for my daughter and only want her to experience unconditional love and goodness in the world so it’s personally very hard for me to understand the actions of many parents in the world. But I also get that people only do what they know how to do. And I trust that when people know better, they do better.
But still, some people are very sick and their are ill intentions behind their actions towards children and in these cases I can only pray that the children survive, grow up, get out of there, and get themselves to safer, saner environments where they can do the healing work they will need.
And it sounds like in some way, you’re finding this with your support group. So to answer your question in a very roundabout way – do I think all parents are always doing their best? No. Do I think most parents are trying to do their best? Yes. And do I think that within that group trying to do their best they still mess up and unintentionally hurt their children sometimes? Yes.
It’s so hard and complex to answer this question but I hope my response helped in some way.
Hi Annie, Happy New Year to you too! I loved reading every word of this post. #11, 13 and 14 on your list really spoke to me and brought me comfort and hope in knowing that meaningful relationships involve hardwork (as I tend to run away when things get hard), that it’s beneficial to let myself feel ALL the emotions and see them as messangers of helpful information and that I’d be better off focusing on expanding my capacity to face the problems and challenges of life instead of wanting them to somehow vanish (I’m smiling realising how naive of me is to even want this, now I’ve put it in words). Thank you for sharing your views and precious lessons!
Dacno, I so appreciate your feedback! And it’s not naive to want the problems of life to go away. I watch my 14-month old daughter cover her eyes with her hands imagining that if she can’t see me, I can’t see her and I chuckle because I think we as adults do versions of this, too – “If I don’t open the statement from Federal Student loans then I don’t have to pay them back, right?” “If I can still fit into pants that someone makes somewhere despite my shortened breath and aching joints, I don’t have to worry about losing weight, right?”
It’s not naive, it’s human nature for problems to go away. It’s brave and responsible to acknowledge that the best we can do is expand our container to confront life’s issues. And it’s a work in progress for all of us.
Happy New Year to you!
Tal Schwartz LAc on
Thank you! Appreciate ur sharing n expertise. Generational trauma is an important reality and so glad we are now speaking about it. Looking forward to absorbing n learning with ur insights n professionalism.
Tal, thank you so much for your kind words and feedback! I’ll be writing a lot more about intergenerational trauma in this coming year so please stay tuned. Warmly, Annie
Very well written and thoughtful
I especially liked your point 17. I had sessions wasted on that, with therapists beliefs getting in the way of moving forward. It’s encouraging to see your opinion!
Terry, I’m so glad you resonated with #17! Have you read this post of mine: https://www.anniewright.com/forgiveness-why-you-dont-need-or-have-to-forgive-anyone-if-you-dont-want-or-feel-ready-to/
It elaborates on this point and generated a powerful discussion in the blog comments. I hope it feels helpful for you to read!
Tamsin Breare, Coach on
Thank you for speaking up and doing the work and your work ??.
This all resonates with me. Soul, life purpose, the difficulty of relationships and of parenting! The responsibility of the privileged to do the work and be the impact. I’m a life coach. This is my work in the world. ?? Thank you ??
Tasmin, thank you so much for your kind words and for your work in the world, too!
Happy New Year to you!
#16.#17 especially spoke to me today and gives me support to know I am ok to feel the emotions I feel. Family relationships can be “ugly” and even be “unfixable” and that is ok too. Setting boundaries for yourself is important and a great reminder!
I agree with the one comment left, parents do their BEST, the writer questions this statement and so do I the older I get!
Happy New Year, Annie! Thanks for your insights and sharing them.
I’m so glad you found value in this post! I think, perhaps, you might enjoy reading this other post of mine, too: https://www.anniewright.com/forgiveness-why-you-dont-need-or-have-to-forgive-anyone-if-you-dont-want-or-feel-ready-to/
And also, check out the comment I wrote back to Sage where I address the point she raised about whether or not parents really are trying to do their best.
It’s a tricky subject and I hope I can nuance it better.
“You can have season tickets to The Warriors AND you can still feel hollow, numb, and depressed.” Especially, in on going 2019-20 season!
Many of these resonated with me. # 6 stands out for me in that I hear and read the phrase “unprocessed trauma” quite a bit. You briefly described what processed trauma looks like beautifully. I wonder if you could write a whole blog on processed trauma Annie? It may be unrealistic but I often struggle with the answers to insecure attachment and other such early trauma. The word “processed” sometimes seems like re-experiencing the trauma, which I’ve certainly done plenty of. Thanks for all your insights.