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What Does It Mean To Create A Beautiful Adulthood For Yourself?

What does it mean to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself? | Annie Wright, LMFT | www.anniewright.com

In an online training I took recently, the teacher mentioned having overheard the famed American psychiatrist, researcher, and author Judith Lewis Hermann, MD in the halls of her training clinic in Massachusetts say that (and I paraphrase), “It’s very sad that our patients got robbed of their childhoods. It would be a tragedy if they were robbed of their adulthood, too.”

It’s a sentiment that precisely captures what I consider an integral step and stage of relational trauma recovery work: moving forward to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself despite adverse early beginnings.

What does it mean to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself? | Annie Wright, LMFT | www.anniewright.com

What Does It Mean To Create A Beautiful Adulthood For Yourself?

But what, precisely, does it actually mean to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself? And do you need to be “fully healed” in order to achieve this? At what point does the recovery work from childhood trauma end and the pursuit of building a better adulthood begin?

What does it mean to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself?

The four pillars that ground my relational trauma recovery work are psychoeducation, skills-building, grieving and processing, and reparative relational experiences.

And the goal of each of these steps is to help individuals who came from adverse early beginnings heal, make sense of, and psychologically and physiologically integrate their pasts so that they can move forward and build a beautiful adulthood for themselves.

And each of these cornerstone elements of my work contributes to this one larger mission. 

Building a beautiful adulthood is both the end goal and culmination of relational trauma recovery work, but it doesn’t begin when the “healing work” is done. 

It literally happens as we’re doing the healing work to face and grieve the past, throughout our attempts to develop the skills to meet any developmental gaps we missed, and integrally connected to our attempts to seek out and be influenced by reparative relational experiences, and so forth.

Building a beautiful adulthood is not the last step; it’s woven into every step along the way.

Building a beautiful adulthood for yourself is the second chance you give yourself after a less-than-ideal and powerless childhood. 

But what does it mean to give yourself the best adulthood possible? 

In my personal and professional experience, this means, as much as possible, matching your insides to the outside world. 

It means, as much as possible, matching what you truly desire and what suits your soul when it comes to the big externals of our life: Where (home, community, place), What (career, hobbies, life endeavors), Who (relationships – with ourselves and others), and How (money, time).

Giving yourself a beautiful adulthood also means, in my personal and professional experience, not only identifying what you hunger for on the inside but also working through and psychological and physiological trauma impacts that may – consciously or unconsciously – still be ruling you and leading to a disconnect between what you hunger for on the inside and what exists on the outside. 

Such trauma impacts may include maladaptive beliefs and behaviors (addictions, compulsions, chronic self-, and other-criticism), a dysregulated nervous system (hyper- or hypo-aroused), attachment wounds (disorganized, anxious, or avoidant attachment patterning), and so much more.

So as you move through relational trauma recovery work, the task is to help better understand what you long for and hunger for and also to help you cultivate more choice and develop more agency so that you can be responsive rather than reactive in your life.

For example, this might look like:

  • Helping a woman who experienced poverty in her childhood recognize that she’s logistically and financially safe now and helping her nervous system understand that she doesn’t have to work 80+ hour workweeks to feel safe at the cost of driving her autoimmune system into the ground. Helping her see that she has a choice and that the past is past now.
  • Helping a young man who grew up in a family and church community that decries homosexuality to feel psychologically and logistically empowered enough to own his own sexuality and to actively seek out community that can validate and honor who he truly is. Helping him understand, assert, and live out who he truly is despite the introjects he may have absorbed.
  • Helping a young woman who feels belittled, shamed, and hated each time she has contact with her family-of-origin to know that she has a choice about being in contact with them, and helping her develop the communication and boundary-asserting skills necessary to protect herself when and if she’s in contact with these people. Helping her see that there are choices and helping her act on the choice that feels right for her.
  • Helping a young person understand that, unlike what their family modeled for them, healthy, functional relationships are possible and helping them develop more rooted-in-reality beliefs about dating, conflict resolution, and intimacy. Helping re-educate and re-learn foundational relationship principles.

And these are just four of the four thousand examples I could list about what it might look like to match your insides to your outsides in an attempt to give yourself a beautiful adulthood so that you can be responsive versus reactive in life, still ruled by trauma impacts from your past.

But I would be remiss if, in this essay, I didn’t acknowledge that being able to design a life that matches on the outside what you feel on the inside is a huge privilege.

It’s a huge privilege not everyone has – I’m specifically thinking about those who still live inside family, social, or cultural systems that deny the full spectrum of their humanity and where they are still financially, logistically, or even physically dependent on these people and communities for survival.

It is a gift and a privilege to be able to do our personal work and cultivate choices that help match our insides to our outsides and I’m fully aware that not everyone has this privilege or, alternatively, that they have a more limited range of choices and options about what they can and can’t do to create beautiful adulthoods for themselves.

So if you are reading this essay and find yourself in a family, community, or culture where your survival still hinges on fitting in with that system, please know that I see you and understand that the prompts I list below may not feel fully possible for you to consider (yet). 

Prompts to consider as you work to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself:

  • In reading this essay, do you feel like you have a life that, on the outside, mostly matches your insides?
  • If not, in what ways is that disconnect still showing up? Remember what I outlined above with the big externals of our life:                                                                                                                                          
    • Where (home, community, place): in what ways might there possibly be disconnects?
    • What (career, hobbies, life endeavors): is there any aspect that feels incongruous here?
    • Who (relationships – with ourselves and others): is there any way with anyone (including yourself) you can feel the impacts of your past possibly getting in your way?
    • And How (money, time): what stories, introjects, or maladaptive beliefs might you still be holding onto that don’t match what you would like to see in this area?                                      
  • Ask yourself how, if at all, are you possibly recreating your past in your present? (For example, pushing too hard when you don’t have to like your overbearing, hypercritical parent pushed you? Still holding onto a story that all men are cheaters and holding generalized anger with your faithful partner when you don’t have to?)
  • Where do you feel like you don’t have a choice? (For example: feeling like you HAVE to work 6 days a week and take time from your family and that you’ll end in financial ruin if you slow down.)
  • And if you’re not even sure what your insides want at all, let me ask you these other prompts:                                                                                                                                                        
    • What is your soul longing for? What psychological, physiological, and logistical hungers do you have?
    • What currently delights you (or did in the past?)
    • Whose life do you admire and wish you could emulate more? There are always kernels of information for us when we find ourselves jealous of others. 

These prompts are just the tip of the iceberg of the work I do with my clients in therapy and my students in my online course to help them get clear on what it would mean to build a beautiful adulthood for themselves. So sit with these prompts, but know there are dozens of other questions to consider as you do this work.

And now I would love to hear from you in the comments below if you feel comfortable sharing:

What is one major way you personally matched your insides up to your outsides in order to create a beautiful adulthood for yourself? And what, perhaps, is one way you could make more movement towards creating a beautiful adulthood for yourself?

If you feel so inclined, please leave a comment below so our community of 20,000+ monthly blog readers can benefit from your wisdom. 

And until next time, please take such good care of yourself. You’re so worth it.

Warmly, Annie

 

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    • Annie on  

      Hi Breanne, I’m so happy to hear that you enjoyed the prompts and found them helpful! I always appreciate your valuable feedback and am always wishing you all the best. Have a wonderful week. Warmly, Annie

  1. Ami on  

    Hello Annie,

    I hope you are well! I just wanted to ask you a question.

    I really loved this article and wanted to follow some of the links at the bottom too, to continue doing reading into the idea of crafting a beautiful adulthood. However there is one – “What kind of career do you want anyways?” – that for some reason the full article can’t be accessed.

    When I clicked on it, I was able to read the first few paragraphs but then it repeated itself, and cut off. I’m not sure if it’s because I tried to access it on my phone…

    When I next have the opportunity I will try again on the computer, but I just wanted to let you know – and also ask if there’s another way to read that article?

    I have been reading your blog since the start of my twenties and I’m almost thirty now, so thank you so much for “accompanying” me through this stage in my life! 🙂

    Best wishes

    Ami

    • Annie on  

      Hi Ami, My apologies for the inconvenience. The post is now fixed. And thank you for your keen eye and for bringing this to my attention so I could fix it. I’m wishing you all the best and want to thank you for being a long-time reader. Warmly, Annie

      Thank you for being a long-time reader, I’m so pleased to hear that this post resonated with you. I’m wishing you all my best, please take such good care of yourself. Warmly, Annie.

      • Ami on  

        Hi Annie,

        Thank you so much, I look forward to reading it 🙂 and it’s no problem at all. Your beautiful and informative writing makes it very easy to become a long-time reader! Haha 🙂

        Best wishes,

        Ami

  2. Julie on  

    It’s not just young people with these problems. I’m 66 and can tick all the relational trauma boxes. I think it’s harder to cultivate choice and develop agency at my age, because you really do begin to experience hard limits as you age, limits of time, health, social contacts, mobility, financial security, etc.

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