What’s often less visible and less acknowledged is the role collusion may play in these scenarios, how it also counts as abuse, and what the very particular and detrimental impacts of it can be.
Because collusion plays such an enormous role in dysfunctional family relationships (not to mention national politics), I thought it was worth talking about today.
What does it mean to collude with abuse?
Before we can dive into the meat of today’s essay, we have to define collusion.
What is collusion?
Collusion is a word derived from the Latin word “colludere,” a combination of col- meaning “together,” and ludere- meaning “to play.”
In other words, col-ludere, to play together, to conspire, to act in unison or agreement towards some secret purpose.
Stockbrokers and companies might collude to cash out on IPOs.
Friends might collude to plan a surprise party for another bestie.
And dysfunctional family systems might collude to keep equilibrium, to keep the peace, to maintain homeostasis, often by explicitly or implicitly permissing or perpetuating bad behavior from one or more abusive figures.
“Oh, he didn’t really mean to hit you. He was just playing and you got in the way. Don’t be so dramatic!”
“Dad’s just being dad. Why do you have to be so angry and upset all the time?”
“Mom only wants the best for you. She wants you to have a better high school experience than she did. That’s why she’s taking you to Weight Watchers.”
“The Church teaches that we must forgive our parents no matter what. I’m sure he’s sorry but you have to forgive him.”
“I don’t want to hear what he did. That’s between you and him.”
Hear me out: collusion isn’t necessarily conscious and the intent isn’t necessarily to wound.
Meaning, family members often do this without deliberate awareness because, at some level, it’s what they’ve been trained and taught to know to do and/or the stakes feel too high to make other choices, even if they’re aware of those other choices.
Collusion like this – permission, excusing, perpetuating, rewarding, or anything else that lets the abuser keep getting away with the abuse – is abuse. Full stop.
Collusion may look “less obvious” and it may look “less damaging” than other forms of abuse but it’s not. Here’s why.
Why is collusion so damaging?
Abusers cannot keep abusing when faced with empowered, esteemed individuals who say, “NO. You cannot and WILL NOT do that.”
But abusers are kept in power when they are allowed to be in power.
Collusion is the act – again, be it conscious or unconscious – that allows the “more obvious” abuse to continue.
The abuser remains unchecked and unchallenged through collusion by a dysfunctional family system, a church, a broken social system, or a national political party.
And in this way, the act of collusion (which often looks like inaction – not actively stopping the abuser) is a form of abuse, too.
The abuse continues but, added to that, there’s another way that collusion can be so particularly damaging to the individual or people who are at the receiving end of the abuse: it can make them feel gas lit.
I’ve talked extensively about gaslighting before but, to my previous articles about it, I’ll say this:
Gaslighting doesn’t just happen when the abuser denies your reality.
Gaslighting happens when others surrounding the abuser don’t challenge them and often excuse them, therefore also denying your reality.
If your father was an alcoholic sociopath but no one in your family system was willing to talk about it or if people excused it, you might have questioned your feelings, your reality, the truth.
“Am I crazy? Is it really so bad? Am I the one with all the issues?”
Collusion can not only perpetuate bad behavior, but it can also make the recipient of the abuse less firm and convicted in their own experience.
It’s hard to stay grounded and rooted in your reality when a whole family, a whole church, or half of the country thinks you’re the hysterical one.
Why should we talk about collusion with abuse?
So why talk about this? What talk about collusion as a form of abuse?
Because, hopefully, when we know better, we do better.
We see the ways in which, perhaps, we unintentionally collude with abuse either at the micro or macro level.
We get curious about what the impact of dismissing our siblings’ protests might mean to them, or what we’re actually doing when we cast a vote for an abuser.
We talk about this, not only to point fingers but also to take a look at ourselves.
But also, very importantly, we talk about collusion as a form of abuse so that you – if you come from a dysfunctional family, or church, or community – where you’ve experienced collusion with an abuser against you, you now feel less “crazy,” less confused, more grounded, more reassured.
Our healing is sped and fed by seeing things more clearly and when we feel more grounded in our reality and our truth.
I wrote today’s article so that it might help shed some light on why you feel so upset with certain members of your family or community, even if they weren’t the abuser.
I wrote this essay so that you could see the dynamics of your past a little more clearly.
So that you could feel less alone, and more importantly, more confident in your personal experience.
How do we heal from collusion?
And then, there’s the question:
If we’ve been at the receiving end of collusion, where do we go from here?
We see things clearly as they are and then we feel and process our feelings.
We ask: In what ways did the people and communities around me help perpetuate the abuse?
How do I feel as I notice this? Does recognizing this make my feelings towards them make more sense?
What do I need around this? Grieving work? Anger work? Do I need to speak up and say something?
I want to also provide some additional essays of mine that might support you if today’s post resonated with you:
- All The Little Fragments: Understanding Complex Relational Trauma
- THIS is what someone with a trauma history looks like.
- Dispelling The Myth of Child Abuse.
- Was my childhood traumatic?
- The power of being the “Black Sheep” in your family.
- Why you don’t “need” or “have to” forgive anyone if you don’t want or feel ready to.
If you see yourself and part of your relational trauma history in today’s essay or in any of these others, please take such good care of yourself.
I would be honored to support you.